Dear LIB readers: I've been suicidal since my boyfriend left me
From a female LIB reader
After 3 and a half years with my boyfriend, he broke things off on
September 30th. He said he was no longer happy and wanted to be single
again. I've been begging him for the past two months for another chance
but he's adamant. Now, I've been having these suicidal thoughts.
Sometimes when I'm sleeping, my heart just stops and I literally can't
breath for close to 5 seconds. I don't function normally anymore. My
friends keep telling me I will heal with time but the way I'm feeling, I
feel like I will one day just drop dead. I have headache 24/7 just from
thinking about him. I've tried, I've even gone to church, I can't stop
hurting or stop thinking about him. Just this weekend I thought dying
would be the best way out but I don't want to die but how do I stop my
heart from hurting so much. The headaches has turned my eyes to
bloodshot red. I can't live. Help me!
